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4 Months Old & Baptized!

My little nugget turned 4 Months old on Saturday.  Can you believe he’s already been in this world 4 months, because I can’t! I love him so so so much, I thank god every day for him!

Sunday Danny was baptized and he did so good during the actual baptism.  The Deacon got a little holy water in his eyes which he did start crying when that happened but he was soon fine and wiggling around again.  Their was another couple having their son baptized and he slept through the ENTIRE thing, so cute! Danny was wide awake sitting in my arms, playing with his bib, holding my finger, looking around etc.  But he was so good! The crappy part about Sunday was, it was SO warm out.  In Massachusetts, you never know what the weather will be in April or May, well Sunday was in the 80s and his baptism outfit was long sleeves and pants.  Epic Fail.  Mondays weather dropped down to low 60s, why couldn’t that have been Sundays weather?!!!! Poor kid was like a mini heat box in the church and then the Deacon added a blessed bib onto him as well as a crocheted and blessed scarf.  Shaun and I took his outfit off him as soon as the service was done he was stripped down to his onesie.  He didn’t really enjoy picture taking after the service so we hurried that and then brought him home to feed him and change him then head to the party.  We had a combined party with my cousin whose son was born a month before Danny.  Another negative impact due to the weather, the hall didn’t advise us that the AC was not working and therefore the hall was like a sauna (luckily we got the hall for free), but it was so bad that the party lasted about 2 hours.  It was nice while it lasted but since it was so short, I felt everything was rushed and I didn’t get to enjoy a thing.. especially since D was cranky and still sweaty.  People were bummed that I didn’t have him in his baptism outfit and I was a bit embarrassed not doing so, but I couldn’t torture my son that way in the heat.  He did receive a beautiful cross on a necklace from his godparents my sister and her boyfriend. 🙂 He was cranky the rest of the night, so thankfully we were home and comfy by 6pm.

Monday morning was Danny’s 4 month appointment.  He weight 13lb 13oz and was 25.5in. He’s skinny but long. For his weight he is in the 17th percentile, not sure what his height is.  My son is not all skin and bones and I hate that they put them in percentiles, luckily they haven’t mentioned his weight being an issue.  I talked to this doctor about his bathroom issues and she suggests I bring in another poopie diaper to be tested for the milk protein allergy.  She said things could have change since his first test when he was only a month old.  This visit he had to drink some weird drink of medicine and then get 3 shots.  He did so good but he did let out a good crying during the shots but he calmed down shortly after and fell asleep on the car ride home.  He napped most of the day yesterday but I did sneak in tylenol here and there since he felt a little warm and had a drowsy look in his eyes.  He was so cuddley though and I’ll take all the cuddles I can get.

This morning I woke up engorged, surprise surprise!! I called my LC and she recommended using cabbage to cool off the breast and get D to nurse on that side.  How awkward is sticking cabbage on your boob and walking around like that?? LOL.  Anyways, I’m probably going to get engorged again if he doesn’t wake up soon since he napped late and now is going on a 3 hour nap. (But the nap is much needed). Hopefully later today I’ll take his 4 month pictures since I haven’t been able to.  🙂

   
              

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19 Weeks, 3 Days ..

I need to make a promise to myself to get back on track with my weekly photos.  I’ve been so busy lately with lord knows what that my weekly pics are off by a few days which honestly bothers my OCD lol. 

So I am not 19 weeks and 3 days getting closer and closer to the halfway mark.  How nerve wrecking!!

Last week I cheered thinking yay the headaches are gone, but who was I kidding? They took a vacation and are back full force.  I also have new pain in my hips which begins when I sleep and lingers for awhile in the morning as well.  I really need to call a chiropractor and see what they can do for me and if they can possibly help with these new aches and pains.  I was super excited last week about my new maternity bras but the bad thing is, one fits perfect and the other does not and of course its the one I didn’t try on.  I assumed, because it was the same make and size it’d be fine, so I ripped off the tags put on the bra got dressed went to work and came home with sore boobs, slight indents and the trash already gone for the week. Boo.  No returning or exchanging this bra I guess.  

I’ll update more tomorrow but for now here are my latest progression chalkboard pics!! 

19 Weeks, 3 Days 8.17.14 Size of a Mango

19 Weeks, 3 Days
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Size of a Mango

19 Weeks, 3 Days 8.17.14

19 Weeks, 3 Days
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19 Weeks, 3 Days 8.17.14 Size of a Mango

19 Weeks, 3 Days
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Size of a Mango

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18 Week – Chalkboard Progression Pics

I’m so late on taking my chalkboard progression pics, but here they are posted below. 18 Weeks and 4 days, eek! Before you know it I will be taking my 19 week pics.  Whoopsie!

Onto more exciting news, today my mom took me shopping and bought me 2 nursing bras and a belly band type of thing.  I needed new bras badly because my mom had already bought me 2 new bras which one no longer fits and the other is still too big and then I bought 2 new bras which I’ve already grown out out, so it was time for bras that will last me.  We went to Macy’s which has a Motherhood Section and it worked out perfectly, the bras were buy one get one 50% off – score!!! My current bras are all cutting off my circulation, digging into my boobs and are leaving my boobs in so much pain. My boobs and I thank my mom so much, we needed the support 😉

18 Weeks, 4 Days Size of a Bell Pepper 8.11.14

18 Weeks, 4 Days
Size of a Bell Pepper
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18 Weeks, 4 Days 8.11.14

18 Weeks, 4 Days
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15 Weeks

This past week/weekend has been crazy busy for me and I hadn’t had time to write or even post my progression pictures!!

My boobs are now sore again and I think are still growing.  I bought some new bras this weekend and what do you know, after I wore them for a day they still left imprint lines on my boobs showing me they’re too tight.  It was a 36D, which was up from my 36C … yet 36DD are too big.  I CAN’T WIN!

My belly is getting bigger and a little harder.  Bought some more maternity clothes and hubby bought me my pregnancy pillow – the Snoogle!! I haven’t used it yet as my MIL is making me a pillowcase for it, but I’m super excited to use it.  As right now, I’m sleeping with many pillows all around me.

I swear I’m waking up 10 times more now in the middle of the night.  I think one of these nights I’m literally going to use a whole roll of TP during the night from peeing so much.

Yesterday I went to the doctor, I still weigh about the same.  On their scale I was 132 but of course that was after I ate, at home I’m still 129/130 in the morning before breakfast.  Got to hear Baby Kelley’s beautiful little heartbeat of 155-160bpm.  I told the doctor how my headaches are almost daily and she again told me it is okay to keep taking tylenol.  I try my best not to take tylenol every headache though.

WHINE FOR WINE! Yup, one of these days I’m going to enjoy a glass so I can stop whining about how much I miss it.

15 Weeks 1 Day 7.18.14

15 Weeks 1 Day
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15 Weeks 1 Day 7.18.14 Size of an Apple

15 Weeks 1 Day
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Size of an Apple

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2nd Trimester Whoas

So it’s still happening… I’m still getting headaches and lots of stomach aches.  Boo! I take tylenol time to time but I honestly hate taking any medication while pregnant.  The bad part is, if I don’t take anything the headaches will last all day.

This past weekend was busy and crazy as we had problems with my cat trying to attack my dog Bailey but instead attacking me.  Then we had to bring Bailey to the ER for something called “Limber Tail Syndrome.”  This dog is seriously so expensive, she always has something going on.  This time, she couldn’t lift, wag or move her tail as she was in serious pain. $400 later and 4 pills bottles… we got home at 12:30pm on Saturday night.  Since I missed dinner hubby made us some late night grilled cheese and then we went up to bed.  Then again Monday Ivy the cat, went after Bailey again and has been crated ever since.  I cried all day as I posted an ad for my cat online looking for a new home, … and in the meantime the vet called back suggesting I give her 2 more weeks and she may still be hormonal from the spaying.  SO of course I’m open to trying it but in the meantime she’s being crated because now we’re at a point where I’m scared of her. Ugh what a weekend it was!!

Then yesterday I was assigned my first wedding!!! Woo Hoo! I haven’t been able to connect with the client just yet as we’re playing phone tag but I’m super excited to get started on this new career!! Also yesterday, my mom sister and I went out for a paint nite which we had bought my mom for mothers day.  We got to paint a colorful wine glass, which obviously mine came out lopsided lol.  We all did good considering it was our first time.

Boobs!!! OMG what was I thinking, or not thinking?Today I wore a tank top that has the built in layer for boob support but I obviously still wear a bra because I’ve always been a C cup.  Well I just removed my bra because it was becoming more painful and I noticed my bra was cutting off circulation on my boobs, huge indents from the bra and tank top being too tight. UGH!! I need to cave and buy new bras… I need to treat these girls right especially since they’ll be my babies support system for quite some time once he or she arrives.

Can’t believe tomorrow I’ll already be 15 weeks, wow.. time is flying.  I haven’t even read my boob about week 13 or 14 because of being so busy…. looks like I need to get on that and see what I’m missing.

Jen, Mine and Moms Painting 7.15.14

Jen, Mine and Moms Painting
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Mom, Me and My sister Jen Paint Nite 7.15.14

Mom, Me and My sister Jen
Paint Nite
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Heartburn Is That You?

So all last night and this morning I had a terrible stomach ache… then soon as the stomach ache when away I was overwhelmed with some weird achy pressure type of pain below my boobs and above my stomach.  Is that a form of heartburn? I usually get heartburn higher in my chest not there, so I’m not sure exactly .. I just know that it felt terrible and the feeling is only now beginning to subside.  Go away heartburn, you are not welcome here.

On another note, I just want an alcoholic beverage.  Is that really so much to ask for? … Well I guess it is when you’re expecting. Summer and beverages go hand in hand and I don’t mean water or ginger ale.  I’m seriously so sick of water already, the struggle is real.  I miss sitting by the water enjoying a nice cocktail.  Instead I’m avoiding the water and beach at all costs… It’s too hot for me all of a sudden, pregnancy has made me anti-sun.

Oh little baby, I love you so much – the things I will do for you…

A Girl Can Dream....

A Girl Can Dream….

My sister and her boyfriend finally closed on their home, so yay for them! We went to see it and its a cute little place with a big yard in the next town over.  As you may have saw on my previous post, we posted to the world we’re prego this past weekend.  After I posted it to the world I put on a dress to head out to some parties and this dress actually MADE me look pregnant, like REALLY pregnant.  Super weird how that happened.  But anyways, my mom is super excited that she can finally tell everyone she hasn’t already told.  Her home is already filled with cribs, swings and whatever else for grandbaby numero uno!!  Hubs and I went to a party at my parents neighbors house this weekend and once we arrived my mom told everyone we were expecting, lots of people we didn’t know.  And one woman said she thinks I’m expecting a boy and my mom has changed her mind again and says she thinks it’s a girl.  Then I worked my last shift at the restaurant Sunday night and a family I had come to really enjoy waiting on and talking to said they think I’m having a boy and that she’s usually always right.

I guess we’ll see in 6 months…… BOY OR GIRL???

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10 Weeks Today!!

Sorry, no pictures today I’ll do that tomorrow for you!

Today, I gave my resignation at my waitressing job.  It’s just too stressful for me and I really disliked it so it was time to man up and end that relationship.  My last day will be Sunday the 29th, it was a “good” two month run while it lasted and at least I got some experience out of it.  I also got an email today from a job I applied at a few months ago telling me that orientation starts the first week of July, but I’m a little confused because I’m not sure it its for a waitressing job or for an Event Coordinator job. Technically I applied and interviewed for both. I know the boss man for that job is really busy as its a new restaurant, The Cove, opening next month with about 700-1000 employees, so he sent that email blast to me an 100’s of others. If I don’t hear from him within the next week, I’ll give him a call to discuss. If it’s an event coordinator job like I’ve wanted to do, I need to find out what the pay is and benefits and then decide if that or my new wedding travel agent job is better for me.  I never technically accepted the job at The Cove, so we’ll see what happens over the next week, but I must say it is a beautiful new restaurant opening on the water and I would love to be a Event Coordinator if the opportunity is right anything to get me one step closer to wedding planning!! 😀

Last week we had wild baby turkeys and their momma running across our yard, today its a baby bunny.  Super cute! Yet it needs to get out of my yard and out of our shed before my dog finds it.  My dog Bailey is a hunter by nature, Kuda… not so much, if its not a tennis ball he dont want it.  Bailey chased a squirrel along our fence once and the poor thing fell off and she grabbed it and immediately dropped it but by then it was too late … my husband waited until our lovely honeymoon to tell me my dog is a “Ghost Face Killa” as he likes to call her. LOL.  Shes a love bug, but shes a lab and thats what labs do, hunt.  So how do I get this little guy out of our shed?? Every time it comes out, it goes running right back in and unfortunately our shed door is broken so theres no way to block it from getting in.  Right now the children are distracted because the front door is open so hopefully the next time they go out bunny will be gone.  Ugh… Run bunny runnnnn!

Bailey, Kuda and Ivy 6.12.14

Bailey, Kuda and Ivy
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My symptoms this week are slowly subsiding, right now its only my boobs that are bothering me and tiredness.  The last 2 days I’ve taken naps after work which have worked out great.

My cravings are still the same, junk food and carbs.  Last night Shaun asked me what I wanted for dinner, I said I was stuck between mac n cheese or a grilled cheese.  Of course, he made me both.  I’m going to end up being such a porka!!!

This weekend we have a wedding to attend, so i need to find a dress tomorrow that I will be comfortable in as well as cool since its an outdoor wedding.  I’m also really worried about people noticing me not drinking.  I am known to drink and keep up with the boys or at least try to.  For every 2 beers shaun has I’m still on beer 1 lol.  I’m going to try and pretend drinking with soda water and a lime because my drink is normally a gin and tonic with a lime… so I’ll try to sneak by with that and hope no one tries to surprise me with buying a round or shots.

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9 Weeks and growing!

So during week 8 I sort of got away from blogging, but I’m back now.  Don’t worry not much has changed. I still crave carbs, am peeing all the time and am still really tired.  Taking naps is seriously the best, I take them any chance I get.

Today I am 9 weeks and 2 days and apparently baby bean is the size of a grape or what I like to compare the bean to is the size of a green cocktail olive.  Oh how I miss those Dirty Martinis!  Baby bean is now considered a fetus and no longer has a tail.  Bean eyes have developed but the lids remain closed and the nose, ears, mouth and nostrils are more distinct now.

I guess my uterus is now the size of a grapefruit. I’m still moody.  I’ve been breaking out with pimples all over my face and chest.  I feel like I’m 14 again going through puberty.  I’m waking up 3 to 4 times a night to pee.  White hairs keep sprouting on my head.  Shaving every day does not seem to be enough for how fast the hair on my body is growing.  I guess I’m lucky that I do not have the usual “morning sickness,” except that fact that I have the occasional stomach aches associated with the fun D word and now I think the constipation is starting to kick in.  I always want to sleep.  I sometimes get a sharp pain in my lower back after being on my feet all day.  My boobs are massive.  I still weigh 129 which hasn’t changed since week 6.  Water is getting harder to drink, so lately I’ve been putting cucumber or lemon slices in it to change it up a bit which has helped me greatly. I have zero motivation. I only feel nausea when I’m over hungry.

Isn’t pregnancy so exciting to look forward to? I guess people tell you about all these things and it either scares you to death or you think, ah it’ll be a piece of cake.  Everyones pregnancy is different.  I’m happy that I’m not puking, but being tired 24/7 is really hard to deal with.

The week of June 12th I have the Panorama Test for the genetic diseases as well as finding out the sex.  How exciting that I can find out he or she at 10 weeks!!! I also hope everything will be fine with the genetic test.  June 23rd is my first actual OBGYN appointment and I can hear the heartbeat, yay!! June 27th is the Down Syndrome ultrasound appointment and I can see her or him again and make sure everything is okay.

PS – Time to get some new bras.

9 Weeks, 1 Day 6.6.14 Size of Grape

9 Weeks, 1 Day
6.6.14
Size of Grape

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The Wild Turkey wanted to show me her babies ❤

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Not feeling so pretty.

Why must these beautiful creatures inside of us take over our bodies and hormones?

The week I took the pregnancy tests, I had acne blossoming on my face, chest and the back of my neck.  Anyone that knows me, knows I have very clear skin so this ugly acne has been messing with me and my confidence.

My nails are growing longer, but my hair is breaking and the grays are sprouting.  I’m Portuguese so that means, I’m a little hairy… and no I don’t mean on my back or chest haha, but I honestly do have to shave every day and now I feel like the hair on my legs is growing 10 x’s thicker and faster each day.

I feel like my stomach is partying  24/7.  It’s always gurgling, gas bubbles running around and just a constant stomach ache…  its uncomfortable and just embarrassing.  If I can hear my stomach, you can hear my stomach.  I haven’t been blessed with constipation or morning sickness yet and I’m honestly hoping those days never come.

My sister questioned me yesterday about my swollen ankles before I broke the news to everyone.  I told her I was unsure why they were swollen when in reality I had no idea they were. I guess it makes sense now because my feet are always hurting me lately, therefore I’ve been laying with my feet elevated.

I miss sleeping, this getting up twice a night to pee is getting old.  I miss sleeping comfortably on my belly and boobs, this boob achin’ crap is for the birds.  I can’t wait for the day until I know the baby forming inside me is safe.  I can’t wait for the day until I can feel him or her inside me to make it real.  Right now, it’s just pretty damn annoying.  Somebody, BEER ME!!!  (kidding)

On a happy note, today was my husbands 33rd birthday.  We went to lunch down the Cape and before the Bruins game started we took the furbabies out to ice cream.  They were little assholes, barking and jumping around so excited to be out in public but they managed to calm down by the time we got our ice cream.  It’s nice that ice cream places now have pet friendly ice cream, who would have thought.   So never in my life have I finished a large bowl of ice cream.  Usually I take it to go and put half in our freezer, but not tonight.  Tonight, I finished the entire large styrofoam cup of choc. peanut butter cup, salted caramel chocolate pretzel ice cream along with the plain cone.  I guess theres a first time for everything, hubbs said its because I’m eating for two.  It was delicious but now I feel like a baby moose.

Okay time to finish watching #DWTS with the pups then off to join my husband in bed.  Got to see my new PCP bright and early then head to work.  Night night!